Lust
Betraying my own soul
For you
Livid
Giving into anger
Don’t know what more to do
Soft
The feel of my heart
When it’s sitting in your hand
Liar
What you turn me into
When you don’t let me understand
What You Make Me
I Just Need You Here With Me
My mind is always in turmoil
Because all it wants is you
A sinking ship without any hope
A love overdue
Busy life overtakes us
Like a storm over the sea
I’m drowning trying to be with you
I just need you here with me
I Need To Know You
Love ached.
It tore.
It burned.
It took every piece of me and never gave it back.
Lost and withered,
my soul searched for something.
Anything to let it breathe.
At least one more time.
I need to feel something.
Anything.
I need to know you again.
Let Me
Let me become your nebula
Let me atomize the love that’s me
Let me fill your head with wonder
A clouded future, a lock and key
Let me open myself up to you
Let me paint your dark profound
I promise if I’m given freedom
My true self will be unbound
Closure
The closure of my heart took work.
Many said I shouldn’t do it.
That being numb would be a shame and a sin.
But here I am.
Still able to care. To help. To now see things more clearly.
Like how closing my heart helped me escape you.
I would rather live in perseverance.
Not caged in a false and painful love.
You Are
You are my everything
From cloud cover on a burning hot day
To shelter from a devastating storm
You are my only
You are my lover
You are my happy tears
How Life Got Me
I need a break
A break from being exhausted
Hurt
And sad
A moment from being mind-drunk
Paralyzed
And mad
Angry at how life got me
How it treated me for show
I only need a moment
To keep going
To keep afloat
The Weaver of Light’s Gift of Forfeit
A weaver of light
Calls to the stars
Taking their essence one by one.
Cradling them,
She braids them to yarn,
Offering it to only the royal ones.
Listing by name
The gifts are each set
Bound to the lives of most fit.
But if they blink out,
Each royals’ dress,
Their life will forever be forfeit.
Parallel Horizons
There is beauty in parallel horizons, especially when they kiss over the calm, tranquil waters meeting the moon.
Devour My Recollection
Trail my worry
Follow my angst
So my fears won’t seize you
Understand my fury
Recognize my hate
So my loathe won’t pursue
Grasp my love
Devour my heart
So I will never escape
Steal my memories
Recollect my lore
Don’t make my same mistakes
Regaining Lost Aspects: Mind and Soul 