Lust
Betraying my own soul
For you
Livid
Giving into anger
Don’t know what more to do
Soft
The feel of my heart
When it’s sitting in your hand
Liar
What you turn me into
When you don’t let me understand
What You Make Me
Ate Me Away
Brutal is the monster who doesn’t even know my name.
The man who devoured me.
Ate away my soul.
Day after day.
Only for loving you.
Hallucination of Lies
Your smile works like a charm. A charm full of magick as it dangles in front of me drawing me in. I float in the possibility of us, stuck in a dream. Until that dream shatters around me the moment you are gone. Realizing you were only a vision, a hallucination of lies, I find a mirror and remind myself that there once was a me without you. And I will find that me again.
How Long Until We Break?
The connection between us.
The string that’s between me and you.
What is it made of?
And how long can it be stretched before it breaks?
Parallel Horizons
There is beauty in the parallel horizons, especially when they kiss over the calm tranquil waters meeting the moon.
Broken Lullaby
The weight of your goodbye lingers. Like gravity it shoves me down into a worthless hole feeling like I may never rise again. Crude, raw, and deafening your words were spoken. A broken lullaby to curse me for life.
Retrograde to the First Flower to Ever Bloom
Retrograde with me
So we can go back and pick the primrose
The first flower to ever bloom
Creating a Whisper of a Wisp
Little feet sleepwalk on the hardwood floor between worlds creating a whisper of a wisp as they run. Childhood laughter hides in every corner haunting me. How I would die to see them again. How I would give my soul to see them whole.
Don’t Expedite Your Dreams
If we expedite our dreams
Past the sorrow
We will never know strength
We will never gain heart
The door opened creaking on its hinges to nothingness on the other side.
A black void of silence.
Face to face with this lore that has haunted me since my mother disappeared, I swallowed back my fear prepared to take a step inside, but hands as twisted as shadows pulled me in.
Regaining Lost Aspects: Mind and Soul 