How Life Got Me

I need a break

A break from being exhausted

Hurt

And sad

A moment from being mind-drunk

Paralyzed

And mad

Angry at how life got me

How it treated me for show

I only need a moment

To keep going

To keep afloat

The Weaver of Light’s Gift of Forfeit

A weaver of light

Calls to the stars

Taking their essence one by one.

Cradling them,

She braids them to yarn,

Offering it to only the royal ones.

Listing by name

The gifts are each set

Bound to the lives of most fit.

But if they blink out,

Each royals’ dress,

Their life will forever be forfeit.

Only If

Even though I have no more love left for you,

You invade, barrelling in, creating your own

Through you, I learn I can love again

That my heart has no limit

That I can grow fonder each and every day

If treated right

Devour My Recollection

Trail my worry

Follow my angst

So my fears won’t seize you

Understand my fury

Recognize my hate

So my loathe won’t pursue

Grasp my love

Devour my heart

So I will never escape

Steal my memories

Recollect my lore

Don’t make my same mistakes

Where To

Please reflect on my end

And not my beginning

When I pass into the unknown.

See how far I’ve come

And where to I am going,

Not where my stories were once told.

Discord Nurses

Discord splits and digs deeper

until it takes root.

The family tree grows

to nurse rotten fruit.

Nothing but fake smiles.

Members hidden in disguise.

No one truly happy

Hearts decaying with flies.

Open Me

Animate me

Bring me to life

Open my curtains

Let in some light

Release me from darkness

From deep dark despair

Lessen depression

Show me you’re there

Please

Take me to places I’ve always needed to go

Stand with me against anyone who’s foe

Welcome my heart and understand all my needs

Believe in me, love for me, cherish me, please