I’m breakingÂ
I’m failingÂ
I’m tearing at the seamsÂ
I’m hopeless
I’m tryingÂ
 growing more tired it only seems
Can’t hold myself togetherÂ
Can’t talk with any skill
Can’t get through the day
With any extra time to fill
I’m running
I’m planningÂ
Trying not to break down
 I’m working
I’m grasping
No comfort to be foundÂ
I’m fauxing a smile
That’s getting worse every day
I’m trying to breathe without cryingÂ
Trying to keep monsters at bay
But every day they seep closer
I’m closer to giving up
Just need some time to rest
Just need some time to slump
Need some time for myself
Time I’ll never have
that time doesn’t existÂ
In my world or my head
Need as much time as i can savor
For my dreams and my goals
When in reality I’m failingÂ
Dying, becoming skin and bones
I’m running myself ragged
Running myself sickÂ
Trying too hard for everythingÂ
Spreading myself thin
Regaining Lost Aspects: Mind and Soul 